Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Please go away, you're doing my head in

My house has been taken over by teenagers. My sister has invited her boyfriend, her best friend, and her best friend's boyfriend over for the evening. They are slightly annoying. But, more than that, they are depressing.

I am doing everything in my power not to cry. I have bit my lip so hard it has started to bleed. The last thing i want when i come home is to be reminded, so obviously, of what i dont have.

I'm thinking of packing it all in and going to bed. And i would to if it weren't only 8.45pm. Somehow going to bed at such an early hour would make me feel even more of a loser....


  1. go somewhere chicken - grab a mcflurry, take a walk outside, visit a friend, go to a cafe and write something. Get yourself out of the negative place!

    She's not doing it to remind you of what you don't have! Join in with them, be active!

  2. Thanks for the advice SvD - i contemplated going somewhere but then they would have asked where i was going and why, and i can hardly say " You all are making my heart hurt ", can i ? And as far as joining in with them they were talking to me for a little while, at least immeditaely after i got home from yoga, but eventually 15 - 17yr olds dont want to talk to a 24 yr old like me anymore. For one thing, i'm Erin's sister ( weird! ) and secondly, i'm too old ( 24? Man, Your sister is old! ).

    P.S This is Dubbo man - what makes you think there are cafes open at 9pm :) ?